Hey guys...it's Wednesday people...time for a new post.
So I had a different post planned for this week but something came this weekend and I just had to gist you guys. I don't knw if you have seen the movie 'The Diary of A Mad Black Woman'...well this post is inspired by tht movie....
Let me tell you guys a short story...wen Mr S and I were still fooling ourselves...there was a time I was at his place and his flatmate and his girl friend started arguing about the boy cheating on her and then before we could say jack...the babe had carried the boy's new Mac book and threw it out the window..lool and the apartment was on the 20th floor...so it was a long way down..also the girl ran out of the house and went downstairs to where the laptop was and started smashing the hard drive with her feet..it was a very dramatic day mehn...
While this was going on, I can remember I was gisting my best friend and I was like oh my goodness..me I cnt be like this ooo..girls are crazy mehn and when Mr S disrespected me this weekend just because I was trying to be his friend...and I remembered hw much of a jerk he was...the anger that came over me...I dnt even knw where it came from, my first thought was that I wish Mr S had a car cos I just wanted to buy a bucket of paint and pour it all over the car...then I thought about doing a drive by and throwing a rock through his window...lool
But since I am in a foreign country and I dnt want to get deported..I have decided to refrain myself and put my anger into a more useful area....and so I have taken up kick boxing and karate...I think my instructor is scared of me sef cos I have so much anger and I just visualize Mr S' face on the punching bag and I just kick the hell out of the bag...lool..cn u ppl feel the anger... Anyways Mr S and I go to the same church..so am trying to learn hw to pull a Jackie chan move..u knw all those subtle moves tht u wud kick someone and u wud hv left before the person even knws wt happened...am going to kick him so hard in the groin...he has to feel the same amount of emotional pain I felt.
The funniest thing is I never thought I was this kind of person...like get this angry and want to inflict pain on a boy but I think if you fall in love with someone and you do everything for the person...and they misbehave...i think it changes you and makes you a different person...so girls never say never...u can be the next angry black woman....